Before one drop of angry blood was shed
I was sore hurt and beaten to my knee;
Before one fighting man reeled back and died
The War-Lords struck at me.
They struck me down -- an idle, useless mouth,
As cumbrous -- nay, more cumbrous -- than the dead,
With life and heart afire to give and give
I take a dole instead.
With life and heart afire to give and give
I take and eat the bread of charity.
In all the length of all this eager land,
No man has need of me.
That is my hurt -- my burning, beating wound;
That is the spear-thrust driven through my pride!
With aimless hands, and mouth that must be fed,
I wait and stand aside.
Let me endure it, then, with stiffened lip:
I, even I, have suffered in the strife!
Let me endure it then -- I give my pride
Where others give a life.
-- Cicely Hamilton.