The Exile
Heribert Freimuth, hyphenated American, writes:
1. Of Germany
SHE had a place midmost among the nations--
Woman, large-built, for the elemental throes;
Her frame a harp superb for the exultations
Of Life, what time his hands were magical
With starry rhythms to draw from her the chant
Inimitable of her being, all
Mysteriously resonant--
And for his solemn, heavy-fingered woes.
Great-hearted she, and like a mother's
Her voice was then!
There was not one among men
Fibred for Freedom's song
--Her music--but was hers: and she was ours:
More than another's
Her mighty voice doth yet of right belong
To the great-chorded harmony
Of Man that wants it now.
Ours still the song that still
Vibrates with her own voice: but she—-
Bewitched by warlock Powers
That steal away the will--
Is stol'n from us.
Our joy that was in her they have made dumb.
Now in her place a stranger stands:
For face, a mask: her brow
Blind with a wild possession and piteous
In its blank arrogancy: numb
Is she to all old kinship, strange
To the sisterhood of the Lands.
As if caught in a curse,
She suffers all some werwolf change:
Horror is in her hands:
Her womanhood perverse
Preys upon that it once caressed:
The mother-fountains of her breast
Turn to a treacherous, devouring drouth
And suckle madness. Ay, she is
Changed all; but most her mouth,
That wonder-teller, fairy-eloquent
As April's when the influence of the South
Opens her lips with summer promises.
Her spirit on what wildwood breath
Would issue, leading forth for our embrace
From out the ever unspent
Treasure of joys she had in hiding,
Some unimagined grace
Whereof, save from her mouth we had no tiding--
Her mouth that now, wolfishly, barks out death.
O now with what vile rout
Of shameful things that wait upon her
She mocks at those her younger years!
Bewitched, she hath gone out
From the company of her peers
Boasting of her dishonour.
And who, of those that honoured once her name,
Seeing in her still the light she used to be,
Howso obscured, shall lead her back? Her own
Bleed inly with her shame:
Their every nerve aches to her infamy.
Who love her most, they are least prone
To absolve her unrepentant: to the last,
Implacable in their loving, they would strive,
Withstanding her false will, by any means to cast
Out of her body the deceitful Thing
Whereto she hath given her womanhood
To be its substance, glorying
Because it pulses in her blood.
Vibrates and is alive
Throughout her many-chorded frame.
He that most loves her, let him now be hard
Against her pitiful distress,
Lest it disarm his love of power to save her!
I dare not pity her howso by battle marred,
Howso sharp anguish cruelly engrave her
Dear old-time loveliness.
For I was bred of her and know
Her too self-pitying weakness:
How loving Liberty a little, to his foe
She yielded up herself with wicked meekness;
For when her love of him brought her to peril, she
Failed in her little love and grew ashamed she had loved liberty.
2. Of His Youth
ALWAYS I see you, Mother, as a fair
Woman, pleasant in any place to greet,
And smiling with a smile
Childishly innocent.
O it is worse in you than any guile
That, evilly-mated,
You are so debonair,
So well-content.
Spirit so incomplete--
Soul so unconsecrated
By memory or passion, to rebel!
I wonder if Demeter's sunny-eyed
Daughter submitted so
Obsequiously, once she was Pluto's bride--
Smiled so, being Queen in Hell
And mistress of her foe!
Did she--doth she so smile,
Hers is a better right than yours,
Dreadfully mild mother of my exile!
For though, in chambers dark
Beyond imagining, his love she endures,
Its nakedness is not so stark
As your Ægisthean lord's,
To whose tyrannous pleasure, rather
Than bid him do his worst,
Your too complaisant beauty accords
What erst
Was sacred to my father.
Freedom!--'Twas he begat me! He whose high begetting
Sings through my being that I am his son
Sprung of his blood and nation:
Sings with your young voice, Mother,
In the utterly sweet singing
Of that forgotten March when Germany
Was at her love's beginning:
Music that still, in each and every one
Of all my nerves is mine beyond forgetting,
My spirit's exultation
That he,
He was my sire, none other!
I was young when he perished. I remember
Those far days, and how then you delighted
In his babe. It is my November
Now, and your joy in me long ago blighted.
But in me it is ever quick-water,
The bubbling-up, throbbing
Of that long-ago joy,
That cradle-singing that before I was a boy
Was mine!
O, still a spring divine
Amid this world of slaughter,
It is the heedless gay
Trill of some bold November robin
Whose small roundelay
Breaks down my grief and sets him sobbing.
Though I shall always carry about the mark
Of that grim boyhood in a world all dark
To me--Orestes-like, sun-worshipper am I.
But chiefly Thee I praise, O pitiless Apollo,
That, unlike young Orestes, me thou maddest not
With the Avenger's Cry
Against a queen so miserably royal:
That me, O pitiless One, thou badest not
Wipe out in blood my mother's shame
Striking at her with dreadful hands.
But, westering, bad'st me follow
Thee hither oversea,
To this, that of all lands
Was worthy of my father's name:
America, ample, republican and loyal
To Freedom her first love, and arbiter to be
Of Justice: pitiless, clear-eyed
As Thou, shadow-denier:
Thou, chain-of-slumber breaker:
Thou, mocker at the tyrant and his bride:
Resolute world-awaker,
Multiplier
Of rebels against vain authority!
This is thy land, Apollo, and at last like thee
The world's peace-maker.
Wonderful as to a fugitive slave
When he creeps trembling out of the hunted wood
Into the welcoming security
Of a friendly hearth, her welcome was to me.
Slowly to it my numb being unfroze;
Till when I understood
That she too, this America, had foes,
How eagerly all that I was
All the Apollo-worship of my spirit, clave
To her good cause!
Cut sharply from its trunk, my twig
Flourished upon the free
Flowing, exuberant sap of that young tree
Of Liberty, whereon I was engrafted:
I made bold to declare
The secret manhood in me to that sun,
Responded to the greetings wafted
Me on that virginal air:
Freedom pulsed through me, faith in me grew big,
Ousted my fear and took me all for its dominion.
With me there was transplanted
Into this generous soil, this orchard of my choice,
So much of the old Germany
As it was granted
To a young lad to bear away with him.
Answering to the deeds of Liberty
There would thrill in the fibres of my being
Many an old clear voice
Of sunny Rhineland or of grim
Forest: my new world was forever freeing
Of its dumb shame some unremembered part of me.
And when in battle for her, I became
One body with America, and shed
Wholly mine orphanage of shame,
No more was I an exile hope-defeated,
Mine was this country of the exile's hope:
Even my father was no longer dead,
No longer was he of achievement cheated:
His spirit with mine exulted and found scope
For all its courage in the storm
That burst upon America: I knew him
Then ever beside me, and before
Ever that Siegfried-murdering Attila,
Ever that sinister Ægisthean form
That pursues Freedom if he may
Seduce his bride from him once more:
And here in this New World, wrestling with him, we threw him.
3. To the Allies
O NOT because ye are guiltless, but because
In your own selves ye chiefly hate
The lingering old fierce lust to dominate:
With Mammonry and Might
To override the faithful laws
Of Freedom, that uphold
With a divine equality, each people in his right:--
Because the Day is not yet old
That broke for you upon the haunted Night
When lying Ashteroth
Had you seduced, in the occult half eclipse
Of her slim moon, to forego the bread of truth
And suck the baleful honey of her lips
That promise treacherously:--
The day is not yet old and still your flesh
Is tainted in you with the envenomed sweet
Of the seductress, as itself had been a meat
Offered to the Idol:--
O because afresh
Ye nations are returned to freedom only now.
She doth your hands endow
With virtue against this passion suicidal
Wherein my poor illustrious Germany
Gives herself still to Manhood's Counterfeit.
(Not as Psyche, deceived
Far otherwise, to her undoing,
Suspected of infamy her glorious Lover
And put the god to flight,
This hath fondly believed
The subtle serpent's wooing,
She hath not lifted up the glittering cover
Nor guessed her shameful plight.)
Tyrannous lies on her still
The haunted night
Wound all about a will
That cannot but obey:
Till ye shall shock her wide-eyed to the day
Of True Power, and the glory that it is
Already in the awakened air:
Cheat Hell,
Shatter the dream she dreams and shiver
The abominable spell
As kindliness could never!
Then shall she see how graciously beyond
The hard horizon edge
Apollo lifteth up his shining wand:
Then shall she hear the stellar mysteries.
Mute to her all night long,
Make answer in your voices and respond
At the sign of a new day:
Then shall she know the august
High privilege
Of Very Power
That is divinely strong,
For like the sun in his uprising,
He cannot help but must
Evoke with magic ray
The myriadicity of joy, surprising
Out of each indistinguishable clod of clay
A different flower:
She too, awake, shall say
"I can no more contend against this power."
Ye shall shock her wide-eyed,
Because, awakened from your own so-heavy dreams of pride,
Already in yourselves
Ye begin to know the quick thrill
That is like the little feet of elves
Merry in a hill:
Already the numb, the cold
Separate molecules of your earth
Have begun stirring toward the summer, and grown bold
With February mirth
To conspire together and loose the hold
Of separation: ye commence
Telling, among the astonished rocks and roots
With eager, brave inconsequence.
Of the April shoots
That are to issue thence.
Among you is beginning
Another year, another age!
And she,--
Her false fond dream irrevocably fled,
The Furies she invited having spent their rage
And sunk exhausted on their leagues of dead--
She shall awake, but first to see
In the blank dawning of disaster,
Her cannon grinning
Upon her, with delight insane
Of that first crime, preluding vaster,
Wherein, betraying a little people's trust
By the mere sacrilege of Power,
She trod its valour for an hour
Into the nameless dust,
And branded in her brain
For all eternity
BELGIUM--challenge forever
To whoso would endeavour
Henceforward to seduce
Her spirit: there, blazing behind her eyes,
With inarticulable agonies
Fiery to wither and annihilate
Any least creeping shadow of thought
Ere it can whisper an excuse
That might abate
The horror of her soul
For this, unspeakable, that she hath wrought.
O, presently across this trampled slough
Of bloody hours,
Will lie the reconciling light,
And grass and gracious meadow flowers
Will cover it from sight:
To her too, will return the blessed days
Of vision: Life's amaze
Will kindle in that brow,
And deep within that tortured brain
There will well-up anew the healing spring
Of music, for whose mighty murmuring
The heart o' the earth is fain.
Presently!--O but first,
(There is no cure else for this obscene possession)
Down must she go under defeat
And fling her boasting down.
Either herself must perish
With her deceit,
Or she shall cease to cherish
This shadowy Thing accurst
This Hell-begotten Hope,
That she crowned with the high crown
Of her pride.
On no side
Evasion: no new scope
Left it: but blank surrender and abject confession. . .
Then with the end of strife
Comes knowledge of her need--
To repent: to take the oath
To Liberty: to plead
--If such a thing might be--
That, after final rout,
With all the battle won.
Truth should lay by now sword for surgeon's knife:
Discover in his hiding, and pluck out
Of his hold in the quick of the brain
That greedy, that malignant growth
Which like a heaven-obscuring tree
Shadowed her days, and shut her from the Sun
That shining upon all the lands shone upon hers in vain.