Freedom's Fellowship
I
SEATED in the World's Playhouse, I beheld
The Great Piece playing. Often I rebelled
At watching, and was fain to disobey
The Voice that held me at that Passion Play
Of Man's Redemption, a spectator, far
Removed from the actual agonists of a war
Wherein myself was mixed. Till onlooking,
There woke within me the æonian Thing
Displayed in all that action. I was 'ware
Of Him whom I beheld: the Actor there
Across the footlights, the Protagonist.
As one who had looked upon a glass and wist
Not that it was a mirror, nor whom he saw--
So gazing, suddenly, I knew with awe
It was no stranger, nor that Piece of Strife
Another than the substance of my life. . . .
Often on that Playhouse I'ld turn my back
To wander in the woods of Goodly Stack
And squirrel-haunted Squerryes. There, the trees
Showed me the sense of the ancient prophecies
That foretell a strange breaking-forth of power
Beautiful as the unfolding of that flower
Whose bud is this mysterious Earth, that keeps
The glory so enfolded in her deeps
No man, however nimble be his wit,
Guessing at its delight can image it.
II
AS a tall pine, grappling the rock below
To climb the unsubstantial air, will grow
On a hand's breadth of the hill-shoulder, so
On a mere span of space, therein set firm,
Shall rise that royal spirit that hath its term
In Godhood, will a man but give his whole
Passion and patience to become one sole
Substance for it, that he may stand sublime
Upon a shoulder of the Hill of Time
Witnessing to the Timeless;--may rise up
Erect, to dare the lightning with his top:
Wrestle with wanton tempests, and not break
In any of their capricious clutches: take
The sun's pitiless drouth, out of that fire
Fashioning fibres still to lift up higher
The challenging dark shadow of his crown.
Dizzily up he climbs, but he thrusts down
More than a pine into the secret place
Forbidden to the light, beneath the face
Of Earth that looks on Heaven. There is the fount
Of the ever-urgent impulse that doth mount
Up in the sap and out into the light,
Carrying the secret of that recondite
That enigmatic power, which is the mirth
Vibrant in all the Body of the Earth,
The gladness of Her being, whereof all
Things that are Hers partake. . .
High in the tall
Pine's upper fork, the kestrel hath his seat;
While up and down its shaft with clattering feet
The nut-brown squirrel scrambles: screams the jay:
The mild wood-pigeon all the livelong day
Flutes to his lady. But the unexpressed
Residue of delight within the breast
Of Mother Earth aches so for utterance
In man as to becloud the pure expanse
Above him, burdening the atmosphere
Wherever he is gathered, with the sheer
Anguish of her unbearable delay
Till he respond to her, and She can say
That without which her joy is yet unspoken,
That which without him must remain but broken
Fragments and enigmatic words. O when
That which already is half awake in men
Bewildering their days with impulses
Mysterious that they know not to appraise
And so seek to evade--when it shall gain
Them wholly, and they serve with might and main
Its divine purpose to bestow on Man
God's meaning, they shall utter, for they can,
That Life on whose appearing Earth attends,
That word of words that changes into friends
The foes that hear it, for before their birth
It cradled them within the heart of the Earth.
Then life's assembled hosts shall hear again
The fiat of creation, spoken plain
Among them all, and they shall understand.
Can you not feel the wonder close at hand!
The Earth is quick with it beneath my feet,
So nearly is the whole of life complete.
III
A ROOT was I, and burrowed down my way
Year after year through sorry coloured clay;
And it was liker death than life to me
Through all that miry age of misery.
My spirit with enduring patience bore
By some mere pebble to be thwarted, or
To be encouraged by the slimy ooze
To new blind patient toil: my spirit whose
Manhood was made expressly for the wide
Regions of the light, where it would open-eyed
Enter some little into God's design,
Echo his windy words, and even divine
The informing joy, clear, lucid, beautiful,
That lurks within all substance as a soul.
I strove, I sulked, I struggled for my breath
In that dark under-life that was like death,
So strange to any enfranchisement it seemed.
And I grew strong in the dark and stubborn-limbed
In that unkindness: yet withal I knew
My stubborn strength was of itself untrue
To something in me, though it was full-vigoured:
For, nourished on resistance and the niggard
Diet of strife, I could not tell the whole
Truth that was kept a secret in my soul.
Somewhere--but far beyond hearing or seeing--
Somewhere upon the utter brink of being,
There dwelt another me, in other fashion
Occupied, fed upon a generous ration
Of open light and free air. I had seen
The immortals, in a world of gold and green
And azure, that is only just beyond
The surface of the earth, free of its bond,
And floating all, as though upon a sea,
Buoyed up on their aerial liberty.
But stranger than to know them anchored there
Almost within my reach--should I but dare
Reach up a moment from my groping toil,
Lift myself but a little from the soil
Into the sun--a voice familiar bade
My heart leave off its striving and be glad
In the translucent blessedness above me:
For these bright presences were they that love me,
And I their kin, companion and compeer.
Inhabitant already of their sphere
Of iridescent light, was I, unknowing:
Groping below, my spirit had been growing
Upward into a leafy-headed tree
That floated even now upon that sea
Of windy light, and was companion with
Those earth-born joys that breathe immortal breath.
I lifted up my heart: I was lift up
So upon gladness that I could not stop
Uttering twiggy praises full of leaf
Into that wondrous light as though all grief
Of my long labour in the dark were over
And I had now no more to do but hover
Upon the air, crooning my happiness
Fond as a pigeon. Now the pitiless
Lonely urge of my blind will down and down
Pulsed up out of my trunk into a crown
Of heavenly leaves: my stubbornness became
Gentle with gladness: I shook off the shame
Of my frustrated will, frustrated now
No longer, but achieved in every bough.
Now I have franchise both of sun and earth,
Till my last root is merry with the mirth
Of March, and I outstretch my branches bold
To joy, in the stubborn strength of that root-hold.
I live in the earth: I am no flickering wraith
Of fancy but the embodiment of faith.
IV
THERE are great spirits that stand up alone
As here and there an oak stands in a zone
Of corn and ample meadows: hero trees
Staunch in themselves against all enemies
And royal to small creatures in bad weather:
And there are spirits as great that stand together
In an inseparable fellowship.
Like the high pines on a hill-slope that's deep
In their long-fallen needles: spirits that are
As the high pines erect and columnar,
Because for many a lustre they have stood
Rank upon rank together in the wood,
Until each one is not so much a tree
As member of that great society
Of friends in whose association dwells
A presence I discover nowhere else.
And I have known a Quaker meeting when
The strangely still, intensely real men
And women ranked about me in the deep
Silence, were like a group of trees that keep
In their mysterious circle the untold
First and last secret of the manifold
Wonder of the world: a group of druid trees
Still haunted by the primal mysteries,
The elemental presences that are
Ever about us unfamiliar.
I was in a great grove of mighty thewed
Storm-challengers, that make a solitude
By their august companionship. Apart
Spaciously set with magisterial art
To entertain in mutuality
Those vast emotions that could never be
The guests, even of comrades, if they stood
Crowded together in a thicket wood.
I found a freedom in that company
Elsewhere I had not found. For to be free
You must be rooted in the rock, and keep
Your proper distance for the swing and sweep
Of the impassioning rhythm to vibrate through
Your being and make music out of you,--
One clear note of that full spontaneous speech
That no man sings alone, but many, each
Exulting in a wonder whereinto
Life pours the impetuous current of its blood
Pulsing from its one heart. Upwells the flood
Of joy in them out of its reservoir
Through every root that has gone groping far
Down through the soil to catch in the still deep
Bosom of the under-earth, that seems to sleep
Always, the secret thrilling of a life
Beyond the utmost reach of stormy strife,
Beyond exhaustion and beyond dispute.
Well may they stand splendid and resolute!
Out of the marrow of the world they draw
Their sustenance. The everlasting Law
Vibrating like a voice through all earth's frame
Vibrates in each, and every one of them
Shares its authority. Strangers to fear,
Most royally they give what is most dear
To them. Rooted in God and independent,
The ardour of their passion shines resplendent
As the moon's raiment when her beamy light
Clings round her dewily in the winter night.
V
WHO strays among them, let him have a care
With what companionship he enters there:
For there are hours in which you cannot hide
Aught from the Trees: when you must open-eyed
Behold the shapes of dream you carry about
The world with you--your dark or shining rout
Of dreaded or desired imagining.
To life about you leaps the Magic Ring
Your feet can never step out of, because
It is your self that the dark circle draws
Enclosing you in the curve of its occult
Desire, against whose logic you revolt
With half your will in vain. Darkling, it sweeps
Its compass, and within securely keeps
You prisoner of the line invisible
Traced by the rebel half of your own will:
Invisible, till in this solitude
Of Great Trees it become strangely indued
With substance, and confront you with your fate.
Ay, but the Wood is not confederate
Against you!--These are comrades among whom
The secret that is in your heart may come
Venturing forth out of its secrecy
Into the worship that they make with me--
A spacious living silence underneath
A spread of branches interwoven with
Slant sunbeams, in whose wide beneficence
Our spirits have no more need of defence:
A space of sunshine that dictates to none
The joy wherewith he shall be clothed upon,
But only bids him free his spirit wholly
Of chattering care and murderous melancholy,
And give it to delight: sunshine that quickens
That singing of the heart that flags and sickens
Where love's a prisoner and hath not yet
Climbed up on to the windy parapet
Of boundary cliff that gives upon the vast
Expanse of life, nor yet had heart to cast
Forth trusting to the waters of the sea
Of faith's incredible immensity.
VI
I AM myself at last, with now no more
Fluttering against the pane, at the locked door
No more entreaty. Now with bitterness
I claim no more forgiveness or redress:
The battle-cries that echo about me cease
To nerve me or unnerve me: I have peace.
My spirit from his age-long strife arose:
He stood no more contending with his foes:
Flung down his sword and shield: put off his mask
Of warrior, and to his proper task
Turning with a quick gesture seemed no longer
The self I knew: wiser he was and younger.
I felt my body quicken with that might
Of mastery that is the soul's delight
When, from its secret chamber issuing,
Clad in the candour of a May-morning,
Comes the Almighty Fiat forth that changes
The aspect of the world in all its ranges
With a new rhythm, whereto all circumstance
Responds, and the eternal atoms dance.
Comes a new pattern, comes another norm
Into creation, and the subtle form
Of every creature answering to it, wins
Fresh meaning, and another age begins.
The peace I enter into is alive
With living life, that needs no longer strive
Because it is triumphant as a flower
Whereof the air admits the sovereign power,
The substance of whose delicacy carries
Magic that with the power creative marries
So that its ecstasy, and it alone,
Brings to the earth a hitherto unknown
Henceforth eternally recurrent joy.
When I assign my heart to this employ
It lifts me up that suddenly I dare
Find foothold on the skyey thoroughfare
To journey on my errands. Joy afresh
Sets her republic up within my flesh
With all its liberties of continence,
Where sullen moody disobedience
Answered the tyrant: for republican
Is the full-statured body of a man,
His freedom and delight are the good-health
Of that irradiated commonwealth
That is so capable of joy its cells
Conspire together against whatever else
Usurps its government, but all their will
Is Gladness, his commandments to fulfil.
VII
O LARGE is life!--The life I come into
Stretches so large about me as I go
Upon my errands, that I seem to be
Already a dweller in that Liberty
That is itself the immortal blessedness
I sought, but dared not deem I could possess.
I move about in it as in the temple
Built by my spirit for its worship: ample
For it as the whole starry-raftered Night,
But not too lonely-wide for my delight
To fill it, as the worshipping fulfils
All some vast minster, when, crossing its sills,
You enter from the noisy stranger street
And on the instant are a part of it:
So, when out of the traffic I come in
To mine own freedom, once again I win
The great horizon of Reality--
To know in everything I hear and see
My fellowship, as it were all one life with me.
More than myself it is I: In It alone
I am the master of the fully-grown
Faculties of my spirit, incorporate
Only in its high purpose to create
A body for my joy, a consciousness
That my delight shall hold against distress
If but for an hour: only in it I know
The imperative command, that bade me go
Forth into birth and being, justified:
Only in it, immortal, I abide
Set in my place, as in the firmament
Of godhood, till its purpose be forspent.
For this my larger life is that wherein
I enter into Freedom, and begin
Participating in the power that flows
Through all the living fellowship of those
That are its members and embody it.
Though we be only simple folk that sit
Wrapped in its life together, one we are
With all the heavenly host that, star by star,
Declares God's Glory, filling up the span
Of worship, since the dark of death began,
With the inseparable company
Of them that enter into Liberty.
VIII
I AM among my comrades: my delight
Is all about me like a starry bright
Company. All the wonder in the air
Is actual communion that I share
With that great fellowship in whom I am
Enkindled from a coal into a flame.
Often when I am most alone that joy
Encircles me with friends: and they convoy
The ship of my desire safe through the shoal-
Waters into the open sea: my whole
Being is theirs because they set me free
Who catch me up into their company
And carry me out to the Open Sea.
When I am left with my defeated gladness,
And am beset about by sullen madness
That battens upon misery, and my numb
Spirit cries out for succour--then they come
Thronging about me, and I feel the anguish
That ate into my soul begin to languish
Because of them: I know again the strong
Arms of that joy whereunto I belong.
Anew each day with all my will I break
Out of the circle of these cares that make
A loneliness round the imprisoned heart.
For having once discovered myself part
Of the Great Life that only comrades know,
Something divine in me will not forgo
His birthright, but still challenges whatso
Arrogance of things seen would paralyse
The visionary power that makes me wise
To know my comrades of eternity
Sharing the moment of delight with me,
Respiring with me that immortal breath
That is one life beyond despair and death.
IX
FELLOWSHIP is a grove of trees that stand
Taller than the thick wood on either hand
As heroes stand than men. The heart lifts higher
Entering here. It ventures to aspire
To its full manhood: rises up above
Its puerility to imagine love
And friendship as the god-like exercise
Of all the soul. It catches from the eyes
Of these companions glances that are strange
As sunbeams to the vulgar interchange
Of men and women: vaguely apprehends
As he enters here what is this world of friends
So new, so wide, so full of worship. Dread
Seizes him lest he let his thoughts instead
Of their clear thoughts ignorantly deceive
His soul, and he begin to disbelieve
In their heroic truth, convinced again
Of the obsequious truths that seem so plain.
It is not death but doubt that comes between
Spirits that for a golden hour have been
One spirit of delight. Faith can make one
Of many, but in doubt's dominion
There is no bond: love falls asunder: life
Is torn to pieces for the pack of strife
To feed on: God is argued into naught
By men who cannot hold the faithful thought
Of his transcendent purpose in the whole
World wonder. . . .
Entering, I bid my soul
Beseech in veriest humility
To become part of it like any tree
Of this great grove of aspiration planted
Together, by the breath of God enchanted.
I feel the grave humorous light caressing
The creatures of the wood: no dread oppressing
The stillness with solemnity to crush
Their mirthful life: but the half-audible hush
Is of some gracious God whose presence gives
A deeper meaning to each life that lives
In his presiding splendour, until each
Becomes a particle of the God's speech
To tell a truth it cannot comprehend,
Save that to that delight it loves to lend
Its heart. Now he begins to utter me
Among them. Now mine eyes begin to see
The meaning of the grove, begin to feel
The presence that these living forms reveal
In every gesture, every living line:
For now their comradeship is become mine,
And this that, all together, they concealed
From me, eagerly now to me they yield.
There is no onlooker may understand
The mystery embodied in that band
Of comrades. Final truth it is, and they
Only can know it. He that would betray
The secret that is freedom must declare
The divine wonder in his being--bare,
Body and soul, in that translucent air:
Must become parcel of that infinite,
There is no other way to utter it.
O the world's meaning is a bud, a splendour
Sealed-up, saving as, to some spirit tender
To his caress, Love may vouchsafe a proof
Of what is yet hid. She thenceforth aloof
A little from the press of men's affairs
Must stand. Strangely, and all at unawares
The vision was vouchsafed: the unconcealed
Delight of earth. Hers now the perfect wheeled
Glory of a hundred petals, still tight-packed
In its November sheath. O hers the Fact
That shall fulfil the world we sense and see
With its more intimate reality.