AS a woman that is with child, my soul already fosters
A life conceived within me, secret as yet and sacred,
As though the herald, Gabriel, in a sudden-shining shaft
Had bidden me glory in this I nourish for men's joy.
At the clamour of drums without or bidding of voices within
Can I abandon This? Can I resume my soul?
Am I also free to go, one with the millions
Descending at Freedom's call to the camp and the yonder field,
Spending themselves for Her, as I fain myself would spend?
He is not free to go who hath already gone:
To give himself afresh who hath already given.
Assigned already my place, I cannot leave it and go:
Mine to stay, to abide, as a woman that is with child.--
And I continue at home, contented, as one without
Trammel, if he should run in the race, runs not but remains.
I see them go: my heart, going not, is one with their heart,
Shares in their gladness going, that now to the uttermost
Farthing they have responded with all that is theirs, as I
Also wholly respond, with all that I am endowing
The intangible hope within me, that is not other than theirs,
The unborn joy I was bidden foster and bring to a birth.