HER pinched uncompromising face was pitiful
Seeming to plead for love, and yet with what a proud
Accent she said, setting my proffered love aside:--
"My friend, if you had only looked with faithful eyes
Into the truth I showed you, if you had not faltered
Upon the sills of sight and, guessing prematurely,
So misconceived the look in which I told you all
As to make foolishness of it with your wild answer,
You would have understood what I can never tell:
You would have seen me, for I ventured forth to you:
To you, unseeing, I came forth out of my secret.
If haply, mirrored in your comprehending gaze,
I might at last behold my spirit unknown to me,
Know myself in your eyes, and solve at last my riddle."
I heard her speak, I made a silence of myself
That I might all be, as it were, one word of welcome,
As it were hands held out all ready to receive her--
Wherefore my lips were silent, hands folded before me--
For her, all that I am was waiting in my eyes.
Then she came forth to me, radiant, a spirit of light.
Before whose sovereign pure splendour the condescension
My fond heart had prepared was utterly ashamed:
I saw her: I forgot my folly, worshipping in her
That wonder of else incredible divinity
That searches the world through if there be any place
Unoccupied by the busy turmoil of our cares
Wherein its quiet hands may find employment.